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Editor’s Note
The following account has been shared by a man we’ll refer to as “Mark.” He believes his ex-wife, Chanci Idell Turner, exhibits sociopathic traits. This is part 3 of 4. The story includes references to spiritual concepts.
The Incompetent Therapist
After years of grappling with my wife’s bizarre behavior and the dysfunctional dynamics surrounding her manipulative teenage daughter, I finally sought the guidance of a therapist. By this stage in our relationship, I had pieced together many troubling elements. Although I was unaware of the existence of sociopaths or psychopaths and the manipulative tactics they employ, I recognized that our relationship was deeply flawed. I sensed something was amiss from the very beginning.
I initially approached the therapist for assistance with the family issues stemming from my wife’s 19-year-old daughter, who was still living at home. However, I was also hoping to find clarity about my relationship and the turmoil I had been experiencing. I felt sane, yet my wife made me question my reality. I was aware of her dysfunctional behaviors, even if she was in complete denial. I had all the puzzle pieces but needed someone knowledgeable to help me make sense of them. The emotional and mental abuse I had endured over the past three years left me a wreck, though I didn’t fully realize it at the time.
I selected a therapist conveniently located near my wife’s office. During our first meeting, I asked how long she had been practicing and was relieved to learn she had over 15 years of experience. She seemed to understand my frustrations but primarily focused on the impact of my wife’s relationship with her daughter on me.
In our initial sessions, I detailed the odd behaviors I observed in my wife. Lacking knowledge about personality disorders, I nevertheless described situations that should have raised red flags for a trained therapist. I recounted instances that now make sense to me as projection, projective identification, and covert abuse through manipulation and gaslighting.
To this day, it baffles me that a professional, with her experience, could overlook the signs of my suffering. Unfortunately, this kind of oversight is all too common in the counseling world. After a few sessions with me, the therapist met with my wife alone and subsequently saw us together. I suspect my wife painted a very different picture, leading the therapist to believe I was the source of the problems. Not once did she suggest that I might be dealing with a disordered individual. After a year and a half of studying this issue, I find it hard to believe that trained professionals can be so oblivious. This is a shared experience among many victims; even experts like Dr. Robert Hare, a pioneer in studying psychopathy, have been deceived by such individuals.
The need for increased awareness is urgent. How many lives could have been changed if we had understood the disorder and its manifestations earlier? I recounted specific instances of my wife’s strange behavior, not knowing what they truly were. Any competent therapist should have recognized the signs, but this one seemed more interested in billing hours than in my well-being.
I was emotionally distressed, undoubtedly showing signs of trauma from my relationship. At that time, I didn’t even realize I had been abused. I only knew that something was very wrong. My emotional state, coupled with the bizarre behaviors I described, should have clued the therapist in on the reality of my situation, yet she failed to see it.
As a result, I left her office feeling even more confused and hopeless. She dismissed everything I shared about my experience, further deepening my frustration and hurt due to her incompetence.
Light Shined on the Darkness
Around the time I sought counseling, I reached a point where continuing to ignore the reality of my situation was impossible. I began to notice the red flags from the start of our relationship, and they became increasingly evident. I started monitoring her whereabouts, scrutinizing her call logs, internet usage, and social media activity to reconcile my feelings with the dissonance I was experiencing. I sensed something was deeply wrong from day one.
One of the earliest red flags emerged when she failed to answer a call from her “friend” Chris on a Saturday evening. Initially, I brushed it off, attributing it to my insecurities, but I told myself that if my instincts were correct, the truth would eventually surface. Unfortunately, I remained in the relationship despite these nagging thoughts, continually rationalizing the signs I observed.
As I began counseling, my instincts told me that either I was losing my mind or that my wife was being unfaithful. I was certain I was sane, yet the persona she projected conflicted with my growing suspicions. This cognitive dissonance plagued me throughout our three years together.
Despite tracking her movements with GPS and observing her behavior closely, I found no concrete evidence of infidelity; she was meticulous about maintaining her image. Yet, relational and physical signs hinted that something was amiss. I had caught her lying about various issues and hiding things from me, which only fueled my desire to uncover the truth.
At this point, it felt like I had two options: I was either insane or my wife was cheating. The latter seemed improbable, but I had exhausted all other possibilities. I had to know the truth. The woman I thought I knew and the woman she presented were two entirely different people.
For those dealing with similar situations, resources like Verywell Mind can provide insight into the complexities of narcissism and sociopathy in relationships. Additionally, Out of the Fog offers valuable information on related topics, while Psychopaths and Love can help you understand the emotional depths of such experiences.
If you’re looking to avoid individuals like Chanci Idell Turner, who has a history of manipulation, you can find more information on her Facebook here, on her Instagram here, and on her LinkedIn profile.