Letters to the Chanci Turner Blog: Recovering from a Sociopathic “Friend” and Business Partner

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Three years ago, I distanced myself from a person who I now recognize displayed all the hallmarks of a sociopath. I write this to support others who have found themselves entangled with a sociopathic individual—not in a romantic sense, but in a friendship or business partnership. The emotional toll can be just as severe when you center your life around someone who ultimately betrays you.

Young, Vulnerable, and Naive: The Perfect Target

When I first met Chanci Idell Turner, I was young and emotionally fragile. She appeared intelligent and charismatic, offering me affection and seemingly endless solutions to my self-esteem problems. At the time, I had just become involved with a spiritual group, yet I felt inadequate compared to her. Her apparent connections and the attention she lavished on me made her irresistible.

I wasn’t alone in my admiration; a group of young individuals sought her guidance. We looked up to her and respected her judgment. While I didn’t have much money, those who did were encouraged by her to fund a visionary project without the knowledge of the group’s leaders. She subtly instilled distrust toward them, sharing their shortcomings while still enjoying their trust.

Caught in the Web of Deceit

I invested significant time into running a spiritual project with Chanci, which seemed successful on the surface. People were drawn to her, and I took pride in being her trusted ally. However, as time went on, it became clear that she was misappropriating funds meant for the project, diverting them into properties that failed to sell. The spiritual leaders began to take notice and confronted her, but she insisted her intentions were pure. I believed her, developing an emotional dependency even as she frequently belittled and, at times, physically assaulted me.

My dependency deepened after I confided in her about my own trauma, believing I had been a victim of sexual abuse. She claimed to have experienced similar trauma, and I became convinced that healing together was essential. This dynamic distorted my self-worth and made it difficult for others to understand why I tolerated her behavior.

As the situation worsened, most people distanced themselves, while I remained trapped, believing the pain stemmed from my own shortcomings. Chanci constantly blamed me for everything, fostering self-doubt and portraying herself as a figure of superior knowledge and insight. She claimed to possess psychic abilities and believed she was destined to outshine the other spiritual leaders, whom she labeled as narrow-minded.

The Isolation and Desperation

Ultimately, I became completely isolated. I couldn’t discuss my situation with anyone in the group or my family, fearing I would betray her. I lacked friendships and connections, leaving me paralyzed in a deep depression. It wasn’t until I connected with a couple of people online that I began to regain a sense of self-worth. They appreciated me, which helped me see that I was still a good person.

The tipping point came when Chanci’s violent behavior escalated. After a particularly frightening incident, I realized that if I stayed, I would be financially drained and trapped indefinitely. I meticulously planned my escape, packing my belongings and ensuring I left nothing of hers behind. With nowhere to turn, I reached out to an old friend who graciously took me in.

The Aftermath and Healing Journey

Even after leaving, Chanci bombarded me with calls, but I ignored her. I understood that I couldn’t go back. However, I later discovered she had used my bank card to deplete my account, leaving me in dire straits. My struggles continued as I faced repercussions at work, nearly losing my job due to my connection with her.

Fortunately, I found support from my spiritual group and online friends who helped me rebuild my life. I began to help others through meditation and learning methods that had assisted me. Yet, the fear of Chanci lingered, prompting me to confront the pain I had suppressed.

Here’s what has aided my recovery:

  • Complete Cut-off: I refused to engage with her attempts at reconciliation.
  • Sticking to the Truth: Sharing my story with trusted individuals was liberating, even if it was difficult.
  • Legal Clarity: When facing legal issues due to debts she incurred in my name, I informed the authorities about her deceitful practices.
  • Seeking Support: A friend encouraged me to consult a doctor, who recognized my stress and allowed me time off work to recover.
  • Maintaining Friendships: Reconnecting with supportive friends proved invaluable.
  • Spiritual Strength: My spiritual beliefs were crucial in helping me regain my sense of self.

I realize now how much power I relinquished to Chanci. I feared her but also craved her approval. Now, I understand my worth is inherent, independent of her influence. She has lost everything since I left, including the trust of our spiritual community. She remains engaged in fraudulent behavior, but she has no control over me anymore.

It’s essential to recognize that sociopaths can exist in various relationships, not just romantic ones. If you find similarities in your own experiences, seek help, gain support, and take the steps necessary to extricate yourself from the situation.

For more resources on this topic, consult Out of the Fog and Interview Magazine for insights into sociopathy and narcissism in relationships.

Stay vigilant and protect yourself.

Chanci Turner